Sorry its been so long

Well I've been a naughty girl staying away so long. But I have been working on my fanfiction despite my huge writers block on my novel but I feel it is slowly coming to an end! So much work so little time. Wait what am I saying? I only have one class this quarter. Better get my ass in gear! I will post something far more interesting too and if you have ideas for topics let me know!

Staring at a blank page

There are sooo many wonderful things about writing and begin a writer. The creativity involved, the emotional connection you make to your characters. Having a world that you've designed and in a sense being god. Then there are the bad things the angst you feel about being a "good writer", the desperate want of praise for your writing but at the same time that paranoia of "are they out to steal my work".  Most of the time writers feel like they have mental diarrhea (sorry for that image) and then there comes that time when BAM your staring at a blank page. Where you sit and stare for hours thinking where the hell do I go from here? You know the story like the back of your hand but for the life of you the words refuse to appear in front of you only dancing images in your head mocking you and your frozen hands. Yet you cannot leave, you stare willing the words to form until you are exhausted, crying desperate clinging to your keyboard like your baby blanket. When that small spark hits a simple flicker and the page becomes filled once again....

Bring on the blood sweat and tears

Whoever said writing is easy can shove it, because its not. A writer knows when your focused on something and you want to tell that story a piece of you goes into it every word, every syllable. You cry when people die, you rage when someones been wronged. You slam into walls so high in your mind your not sure you will ever make it past. All your bad habits emerge as you ponder and tap away at your keyboard you are nurturing an embryo of imagination. Well enough of that I've got a story write and I've got a goal! Maker strike me down if I don't finish it!

Seasons of Change

After much thought, bantering and finally coming to the sad but harsh reality that if I have to work on LithEramage any longer than I have I might just jump off of a cliff. So with the help of my editor Ginger I have moved on to greener and more fruitful pasture of my story Reign of the Blood Queen again title is most likely going to change because I SUCK at making them. Haha anyways I will be chaning the update on my novel page and giving you insight on what that story is about. It will be in one word EPIC.

Day after christmas

Christmas was great! I got a lot of cool stuff which I am thankful for. I read both my books Dragon Age, The Stolen Throne and Asunder, now just have to read The Calling and I will be caught up. For those of you who don't know it was written by David Gaider who was the main writer for Dragon Age Origins my all time favorite video game!!! I spent the morning reading through my fan fiction and now I will begin adding chaper to it. In case you don't have my link for it here it is! I will also be working LithEremage as well! Finally figured out who my ranger talks to about the massacre!

http://dragonkeeper-natalie.deviantart.com/

Christmas!!!

Wow this year has flown by for me...but I think people say that ever year don't they? My family christmas party is tomorrow at my brothers it will be a blast I'm sure. I've given myself a two day holiday from writing and then monday I will be back on it with a vengeance. I am working on getting sites up for people to help donate money to my cause! This year my dream will be a reality and reality for me is terrifying but I have to suck it up and do it. I wish you all a merry christmas and I will post on monday unless I get something kickass on christmas!

Why can't I sleep?

It is now 5:19 A.M. and I can't sleep to save my life. My excitment is to much I think for sleep to come take me away. My long awaited dreams are slowly becoming a reality and my head is spinning! So much to do and I am to do it all! Looks like a bright new year is heading my way!